"Get over it now..it would never work."
She kept telling herself this over and over.
Why was it such a struggle every day?
Would real genuine love ever find her?
No guy was everything she wanted.
They all had their flaws.
But why oh why must it keep going on like this every day?
She wasn't the kind of girl to blink and give her heart away.
None of the recent guys to try to get her to go out with them realized this.
They'd push, prod, and do anything they could to get her to cave.
Her heart had already been broken one too many times.
"One day.." she kept saying, "I'm still young."
The days went on.
The dreams every night never ceased to have her wake up in a terror, or utter sadness.
She would either lose him again, or her dreams would show her just how far she would go for him.
But he was gone.
Forever.
Her heart ached. She missed him so much.
The sad reality that he was never coming back was a thought she tried her hardest to keep out of her mind.
Crying was an impossibility.
If only one tear could fall.
Anger always overpowered the sadness.
She fought it every day.
Then one day, it happened.
Hope.
A small light in her dark world.
Was there a way out?
Was it possible to be happy again?
She told herself there was no way to be happy again.
Lies. All of them.
But there was always the thought that "maybe? just maybe one day it would work."
Then the hope creeped in a little further.
It took root and began to flourish.
Happiness. It did exist.
She had forgotten nothing was even possible without Him.
He made her very happy.
He was the greatest thing that happened to her.
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