April 18, 2011

Be Still And Know That I Am God.

I miss Deep Creek Lake so much. I can't wait to be there, my home on Friday, because that is my home. Home is where the heart is. And my heart is indeed located near a small cottage, only a few feet from the water, back roads surrounded by farms and fields, with only the wind and the sound of the water to echo. No distractions of city life. No internet or phones, nothing.

How do I love this place then you ask, without outside communication? Allow me to tell you. It's not about keeping in contact with the world. It's about enjoying life and the places that God has given to us. If you don’t take time to feel the wind blow in your face, gaze at the stars for hours at night, listen to the sound of tree frogs and crickets, hear to the crackle of the dead leaves being stepped on in the woods, or feel the water splash on your feet, then what are you doing with your life?

It’s not just the place though. The people there are incredibly friendly and sweet. If you ask around the people who were here a few generations before us, you’ll find out that our grandparents, and some of our parents walked the streets at night without fear. They didn’t worry about being kidnapped or raped by some random stranger. That was because everyone knew basically everyone in the town. There was this thing called TRUST. Have you ever heard of it? Well today it’s gone.

At Deep Creek, even though it is full of many rich and snotty people, it is more populated by those who know that they only are able to be there because of their former relatives who have passed on and left their plot of land and house to their children and grandchildren. My great grandfather purchased our property in 1952 for roughly $5000. Today, it is worth nearly one million dollars. No, we don’t have a fancy 3 story house with huge windows and wrap around decks like many of the people down there do. We don’t have a huge yard or an amazing living room furnished with leather couches and a flat screen 50” television. We don’t have internet as I already mentioned. The only phone service we have is a landline that you can only receive calls on, or call an emergency number on. There is no cellular service around.

People ask me all the time at school if they can text me. And of course, I say no because I do not have texting. Mostly because I am on my work’s cell phone plan, and they only pay for the simple cell with calls only. Therefore I do not have texting. And once I have enough money to get my own phone, I honestly do not want it anyhow. It’s just a distraction. You can Facebook me, or call me. I don’t need my pocket vibrating all day long. I know if I had texting I wouldn’t be able to resist replying right away. And then my summer would be ruined when I remembered that I had no service at Deep Creek. So I’m going to avoid it as long as possible.

There is so much more to life than sitting in front of a computer. One thing that makes me love photography so much is the fact that I get to be outdoors. Rain or shine, a photo shoot will go on. And I can enjoy looking for details, lighting, and locations. It is amazing what beauty you can find when you take time to look for it.

Yes, I know I am one to talk when it comes to computers. Some of you may say I am addicted to Facebook, and you’re right. I’m also addicted to editing my pictures. Now that I have a Mac and Photoshop CS5 Extended Version, I am quite often to be found in my room on my computer, working or playing around with effects. It is experience, but there is a time when I need to give my eyes a rest. I stare at the computer all day at work, and then I come home and stare at my Mac or my laptop. Some days, the only break time I give myself is to eat and sleep. Yes, I know this will affect me as I get older, especially my eyesight. And I’m going to have to change. And summer is my break time.

A few things I am really looking forward to this summer are kayaking, swimming, jogging, star gazing, canoeing, photography drives, waterfalls, hiking, etc. You get the point.

Some of you don’t know this, but I absolutely hate sand. I can’t stand it. I am not a fan of the beach. I love the fact that at my home, there are rocks and fresh water. It doesn’t get too hot. I don’t have to worry about burning my feet on the sand. I can wake up and go down and just sit on the dock in peace before anyone wakes up and before any boaters get the notion to disrupt the glassy surface of the water. It’s the perfect place to think and relax. Not to mention breathe in fresh air that just seems to sweep off the water into your nostrils. It’s glorious.

Needless to say, I am greatly looking forward to my weekends this summer. Even though I know I will be spending many of them at home due to weddings I will be photographing and such. I plan on spending as much time as I can at Deep Creek, and everything else will fall into place.

April 8, 2011

Slow Down

Stressed out, running late, racing down the interstate
Spilled hot coffee, down the front of my jeans
It's work, work, pay the rent, money and my time's spent
Not a minute left for me to be me


Been going like nothing can wait

I gotta get my priorities straight


I need to live a little, have some fun

Take some time, waste it on number one
Find a girl that brings my whole world to a stop
Live a little, love a lot
I've been thinking...(I know..now is the time for you to gasp and say "NO WAY!") and I think that the more life goes on, the faster it goes, and the more stressed out everyone becomes. But I am just wondering, why do we all let that happen? Why don't we take the time to live a little and love a lot?

We live in a world of fast paced chaos. We have fast food, and we get upset when we have to wait 3 minutes at a drive through. We all have cars, and therefore we never even think about the people around us and around the world who have to walk places. We have high speed internet, and God forbid if it ever gets slow, because we might have a heart attack if it does. We have self checkouts at the grocery store, because the lady at the register was getting too slow for us. The list goes on.

What I really hate about living in the city is that no one takes time to do anything out of the normal. I mean, what did people who didn't have the internet, cell phones and cars do before us? FUN THINGS! They went fishing, hiking, rock climbing, swimming, boating, kayaking, exploring, walking, they went OUTSIDE to find something to do. I wonder again and again, what is going to happen to us all who have jobs that are indoors. If we never are exposed to the sunlight, we may very well shrivel up. (haha)
 
Yeah, I know you may think it's weird that I like the song above and all, but I do. (you should know that I'm a country girl by now.)
I would like to go on an adventure. Just get in my car (with my camera) and drive. I want to experience new things. I want to get out and see the world. There is so much of it to be seen. Now of course, nothing is possible without money. That's always the dilemma. But if everyone did this in the world, there would be no need for money! And yes, I know there are people who are perfectly content in their own little world. But I am not that kind of person.

Since I am a legal adult now..(oh yeah!) I am going to take road trips several times a year. :) Yeah..I know that won't bode to well with my family, but so what? I can't stand the fast pace of life anymore. It's time to
 
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Breathe in and out SLOWLY. Okay, did you get that? Take the time today to slow down and just THINK about some things before rushing right into them. You'll be glad you did.